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Sunday, March 14, 2010

wanting

Awaken
Overwelmed
Overflowing
Intense anger
Such rage
Kick it out
Punch it out
Run it out
Released nothing
But more of the same
How long has this been pent up??


So close, yet so far.
Cannot touch it
Cannot have it
Longing, wanting
Eats away at sensibilities
Cannot think straight


Given up so much
Moving
Lost precious belongings
Held on to memories
Lost dear friends
Learned distance
Learned to cherish the moment
Learned to let go
Gave up dreams
Long gone college years
Long gone career aspirations
Traded for family
Traded for comfort
Traded for security
Sacrificed
Settled
Compromised
Lost a child
Broken heart
Never to understand
Learned to mend
Stopped crying
Gathered strength
Put on a facade
Life goes on


But one loss
But one torn piece
But one precious piece
Long since buried
Long since hidden
Long thought forgotten
Resurfaces suddenly
Brings out such longing
Such want
Such desire
Consumes
Burns with fire
Drowns with tears
Untouchable
Unattainable
Consumes
With with rage
With anger
With pain
Why?

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